My mind is on fire.
My creativity is in such a drought,
although theres no famine,
its not like I'm starving.
I'm just so dry and lacking of motivation or spirit.
My art is in a lull of toxicity,
taint and poison.
What is the difference between Hunger and Thirst?
This.
My mind is on fire.
Indecision and so much energy,
ambition.
Sexual Frustration.
Certain forms of insanity are good for you maybe?
The sun is out today.
Today,
its nice out.
Tomorrow though,
it is totally different.
Tomorrow isn't up to anyone,
say for God,
Tomorrow is no one.
So I should make something of myself,
today.
Tomorrow is the mislead hope and lie of all depression in existence.
Absolutely nothing will happen,
tomorrow.
Tomorrow,
can suck it.
Today your expression does matter,
it always will and it always should.
You may be afraid of how intense you feel about so many things.
But what is fear,
how does it manifest?
I don't think its possible to dismantle it,
is it,
necessary?
Can fear be good for you?
Is this fear good for me?
How can I,
monitor the moderation of fear?
I must because it is I who decides the checks and balances of my life,
not fear.
Opportunities and success may be staring at me straight in the face,
but I will fail;
If I cannot discover some sort of control or grasp on my own vision of destruction.
Obstruction.
A plight of obscurity.
Ambiguously bound to chains of logic and reason.
I crave for perspiration,
a drop of purity.
Where to go,
what must I do to break these chains,
unlock the doors and ascend the ladder to pacification.
A quest may be in order,
a rising act or journey,
mission,
solo,
and free.
Face demons of a haunting pass into despair,
via a new found tranquility of the present.
I will climb,
I will rise,
I will,
I will.
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